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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Reyinn15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I thought it was cute? xD 7/6/09

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My gallery is full of random Death Note and other stuff. Also fangirl crap, sorry. Don't like it, don't look through my gallery then poop log.

In the event some retard comes by and thinks they can retrace or steal my art better rethink before they act. <3
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you REALLY need a girl, Near..
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I fave mostly Death Note stuff and cute and colorful things. If you're my friend don't get mad if I don't fave something of yours.
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I can't

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 10:47 PM
  • Mood: Humiliated
  • Listening to: Uri Jinan- Clazziquai
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothingg
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Please don't...look at me...please please pleasee don't....I can't face you, not like this...I'm so pathetic and ashamed. Why did I even say that....lies, glamor, for what fucking damn reason? For people I don't even know on the internet?! You said you thought it was funny...but why..'funny'? What was so fucking funny about it!? something like that...no you're lying, you think I'm a freak and I know it. You won't tell will you?...


SHUT YOUR MOUTH! Just shut the hell up! I know you, you can't keep a secret for long.

When we were younger, I said I didn't like you that way. I really meant it....but when you started telling me you loved me...it made me feel pretty. Why would you purposely play with my emotions like that? Maybe you didn't know..but it really hurt when you dated that girl. I tried to tell myself it's for the better, he's happy, I'm happy. It didn't last long because I bawled my eyes out afterward. You stopped saying I love you, I felt uglier than before. But when you finally said it again, I was so happy. You would flirt for a while, couple of weeks, then stop in your tracks, then start up again. Whether you were aware of that, I'll never know. You rarely do it anymore. I'm quietly getting over the feeling, it's fading away, I'm not stopping it. I actually don't want to like you. I don't even know why. You're a big ass. Don't say you aren't. Why does everyone think you're perfect? You're two faced, you make fun of ugly people, you know you're cute, and you know you could easily have a girl friend just like that. Why would anyone like someone like that?...Why do I...when you say 'I love you' I forget about all the bad things about you. I feel so stupid. Do you truly mean you love me? When you say you're going to marry me, do you honestly want to? Or are you just saying this to mess with me? Is this all a big joke to you? Just stop, don't joke about stuff like that.

I'm afraid of the feeling. I'm so awkward. I'll never talk to you the same way, I'll always remember what you found. You'll always think of me as the weird girl. Not as your best friend anymore. Not even your 'Asian'.

If you find me again, I pray to God you don't read. So much has been said in this short journal. I poured too much emotion. Knowing you, you'd probably think 'wow she's so weird!' while reading this.


I'm just being dramatic. Once more, fuck life, fuck it so hard.

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I love the trees that reach up towards the stars.
I love the water that flows threw my fingers.
I love the air that I breathe.
I love the way you make me feel secure.
I love it when you say 'I love you'.

At least someone does. <3

I hate the ignorant.
I hate kawaii desu shit.
I hate people who play too much.
I hate life.

Who doesn't?

She is...
...an insomniac.
...blunt.
...bitchy.
...selfish.
...shy.
...quiet.
...a procrastinator.
...funny.
...bold.
...timid.
...understanding.
...temperamental.
...creative.
...unoriginal.
...complex.

"Life is as bad as a second Batman Punch to the face."
"...with visible wind force."
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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: The White Room
  • Interests: drawing, sleeping, anime, Death Note, L, Near<3 ;D
  • Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland
  • Favourite band or musician: Maximum the Hormone, Owl City <3, Joe Hisaishi.Acustic Cafe, Big Bang, Dir en grey
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but country
  • Favourite artist: Deidara xD
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: realistic anime? idk, anything but my style.
  • Shell of choice: Sea shell? xD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something colorful and abstract I guess, or a pic of Near >_>
  • Skin of choice: The one that keeps my organs tightly packed in my meek body xD
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts series, Dynasty Warriors series, Bloody Roar, Soul Calibur Persona 4 c:
  • Favourite cartoon character: Near, Tyki Mikk, Cheshire <3 xDD
  • Personal Quote: Hey sir <3
  • Tools of the Trade: ........................bits of string.

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:iconadeleane:
~adeleane Nov 15, 2009, 1:03:05 PM
:hug:

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What your eyes cannot see, your mind can~ ~adeleane
:iconreyinn:
~Reyinn Nov 14, 2009, 10:24:15 PM
You're welcome <3

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:bulletblue::bulletpink::bulletgreen: Hey sir~ <3

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:cd:I'll always wake up so confused each time I have that dream of you but, if you dreamt of me too...
Does that mean we dreamt the same dream?

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:bulletwhite:Chan rak khun, Near <3
:iconadeleane:
~adeleane Nov 14, 2009, 8:23:56 PM
Thank you so much for the watch!!

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What your eyes cannot see, your mind can~ ~adeleane
:iconspaderabbit66:
*SpadeRabbit66 Nov 14, 2009, 10:35:39 AM
<333333333

xDDD

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er, about thaaat.
:iconreyinn:
~Reyinn Nov 13, 2009, 10:48:54 PM
Rofl wow I'm really wishing I didn't just make that emo journal just now xDDD

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:bulletblue::bulletpink::bulletgreen: Hey sir~ <3

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:cd:I'll always wake up so confused each time I have that dream of you but, if you dreamt of me too...
Does that mean we dreamt the same dream?

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:bulletwhite:Chan rak khun, Near <3
:iconspaderabbit66:
*SpadeRabbit66 Nov 13, 2009, 10:34:19 PM
:iconcuteheartplz::iconchibinearplz::iconcuteheartplz:
:iconbunnyglompplz: feel better :iconbunnyglompplz:

:damphyr: chu chu > 3 <

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er, about thaaat.
:iconaternity:
~aternity Nov 11, 2009, 6:25:34 PM
hehe. I do I do! >u<

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We've become so dependent on our eyes
that we've forgotten that some view it in
    e t e r n a l ♠ d a r k n e s s
:iconreyinn:
~Reyinn Nov 11, 2009, 6:23:49 PM
Lol well I'm glad you enjoy the little surprises <3 xD

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:bulletblue::bulletpink::bulletgreen: Hey sir~ <3

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:cd:I'll always wake up so confused each time I have that dream of you but, if you dreamt of me too...
Does that mean we dreamt the same dream?

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:bulletwhite:Chan rak khun, Near <3
:iconaternity:
~aternity Nov 11, 2009, 6:17:34 PM
haha. Well, it's nice to see that you change things on your page so it's not always the same everytime I drop by. >u<

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We've become so dependent on our eyes
that we've forgotten that some view it in
    e t e r n a l ♠ d a r k n e s s
:iconreyinn:
~Reyinn Nov 11, 2009, 6:15:51 PM
lol I rarely do really. It's just coincidence that I've been finding cute web cams lately xD
I'll probably update it in like, 3 months from now. You just never know with me xD

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:bulletblue::bulletpink::bulletgreen: Hey sir~ <3

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:cd:I'll always wake up so confused each time I have that dream of you but, if you dreamt of me too...
Does that mean we dreamt the same dream?

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:bulletwhite:Chan rak khun, Near <3
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